as quietly as possible
with hidden letters
writing my confusion…

my confusion being a man
in this world of glorious men
and lost battles

my confusion being a man
who doesn’t believe in god
but believes in prayers

my confusion being a man
with lying hopes
and artificial dreams

my confusion being a man
sometimes loved by others
but abandoned by himself

my confusion being a man
laughing at
his dark side

my confusion being a man
who cannot find any answer
about himself in this noisy world

quietly, quietly, quietly
writing my confusion
being the man I am